Saturday, February 28, 2009

made my day...

"she didnt seem to mention that in her stupid shit blog "calling blair out" one blair is not even close to two faced or even eclipsing the fucked up shit of person you are if you havent noticed your fucking fucked up in the brain no one says shit to your face because you'll be prank calling them nonstop nine years later with your fucking mom!" - kalicia duque

this made my day.. omg..
i love you kalicia duque!!!
<3333

Friday, February 27, 2009

ooooohhhh mmmyyy gggaaawwwdddd.

ohkay really? we have to start shit all over again. so cynthia came to sit with me ashely kalicia and chris. and she was like "omg why arnt you sitting with me" and i was like i want to sit here. jjjeeeezzz.. so she came and sat with us.. omfg. so then.. were sitting there.. and me and chris and kalicia are talking and shes just sitting there. and like kalicia wanted to knwo the password to chris's phone adn he wouldnt give it to her. and then cynthia steals his phone.. ohkay.. really?? why are you going to do that. and then she wouldnt give it back for hell of fucking days!! omfg.. i HATE it when people steal my phone and go through my fucken shit.. like if i put a passwor don it.. then its there for a REASON!!! omg. but obviously she doesnt get that.. she gets mad i put it on and when im texting she asks and i say no one.. or whatever. and shes like always looking at my phone or whatever and its annoying. ame and chris hate that shit. so then kalicia saw that chris's phone wasnt in her grasp and so she ran over there and took his phone.. and then she got hell of pissed and was like "wow.. i was listening to music. that was rude of you to steal it." looks whos talking omg. you stole his phone first..really?!?! and then she got mad or whatever. and were jsut chillen. then i wrote "blairs my bestest friend ever!!" on a post it and put it on chris and took a picture and then i wrote more and stuck it on him. and i asked if it was bothering him and if he didnt mind that i was doin it.. and then he didnt are. so i did it more. and like.. i was christopher! your my bffffffffff.. like more than kalicia! lol. and like yeah.. i put fucken ALOt of post its on him and said that he as my bffff.. and all that.. then cynthia i guess was posting crap on twitter saying STFU, your pathetic, blah blah blah. complaining basically. im like ooooohhhhhhkkkkkaaaayyyyy. wow.. really?!? why dont you jsut say it to my face then say it over the fucken computer!!!! omfg.. its sooo fucken pathetic.. thats pathetic.. omg. it pisses me off soo bad.. and uuuugggggghhhhh!!!! damn.

cynthia. sometimes.. no most of the tyime you get on mynerves like 24/7 why dont you jsut be blunt about crap instead of talking hell of shit over the computer.. kay??
thanks.
ohkay.. thats it.
had to get it out. :D
<3blair

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

finally.

"usually after this happens every weekend, i take my anger out on blair." -cynthia

she finally admitted it..
thank god.
<3blair

just a thought

well. when i say i wish im pretty i really wish i do. i know im not.. like really and then when mt friends say im pretty i know theyre saying that cuz they either think that or they just want me to get off the topic. but really it kinda bigs me when they do that. i mean like not really.. its like i reallly do wish i was pretty.. and im soo pretty or gorgeous how come no one else seems to think that.. yeah.. exactly. ughh..

and one more thing.. what kind of bugs me but not really cuz then i thinks it funny..
but when i start saying something and people start saying it right after me.. its like really you cant think of anything else to use huh?? examples?? here:
++ wambo
++ redonculous
++ shiiieeeettttt
++ cellular device
++ text it up
++ dont ever
++ ferrshurre
++ weak
++ adding izzal to the end of words
++ i think thats it.. idk..
++ soon to be what it do

but you see.. how manny crap i start then people use it.. that makes me a tid bit mad but laugh.
it shows me they cant think of anything themselves.. lmao..
to thee bfffffffffsss your good.. i dont mind.exceptions to you.. lol

worst day ever.

well, it was yesterday. but i didnt come on here yesterday. soo. here we go:
mkay.. my day was fine at first, like first period fine, and second fine.. well they were ohkay. but here comes third. soo.. basically cynthia brings up that moranda is going with chris to the pannel. and i was completely shocked. i was like what?? are you serious? cynthia: yeah.. i saw geo go hey moranda do you know what your wearing to the pannel?? and thee ONLY reason what pissed me off was two weeks ago chris told me at in-n-out that he was gonna invite me to the pannel but cynthia was there. he trys to deny it and say it was the podcast but it was the convention. and yeah.. that was the only thing. he straight up told me he ws inviting me.. then never did. so then i tell kalicia duque and she got effing pissed!! omfg. so then they are going at it during reading period. saying how moranda doesnt know anything about twilight why the eff is she going?!?! i was like oh i made peace with her.. whatever. idc. but then i was really thinking about it.. and it did make me mad.. and when i getmad i cry.. so i ended up having a few tears roll down my cheek. i know weak. but yeah.. i was mad. whateva. so then.. i was like wow.. i help him choose his retarded clothes and blah blah blah and he didnt even ask?? what the eff. so yeah.. then comes fourth.. and my phone was being retarded went all thee way down to the bottom of the messages[[dec 7]]. so im getting effing hell of text messages.. low and behold ones from chris, saying how he didnt wanna ask me cuz i didnt wanna feel obligated to go, and he didnt think i would want to go. and some other stuff.. well i gave him a fucken life story back. blah blah blah.
then he said that he really wanted me to go.. and NOW i feel obligated to go.. cuz if he just asked i would have said oooh hey sounds like oober fun.. lets do it.. whatever he asks.. most of the time i say yes.. idkY he thought i wouldnt go but whatever. and then i totally felt obligated. then at lunch fucekn aye dude.. can we say AWKWARD!!!! holy shit.. i have tiffany over here asking me if im going to pannel and saying i should go cuz it would be ooober fun. then i gots aire and cynthia saying lets go to the snow. and tiffany saying how much fun shes gonna have with kalicia. and really i really didnt wanna go. i honestly feel like im gonna be a third wheel or whatever. cuz like chris is kinda different when hes with moranda. idk.. he jsut is.. they are talking constantly and if i talk to him she steals his attention and i get annoyed.. she does it on purpose.. and i mean if i ever say what i feel about moranda it bugs chris. he told cynthia. he cant deny that. but whatever. THEN.. fucken i take chris home im driving stop at a stoplite all of a sudden me and alex hear this big ass effing pop i look in my rear view mirror.. BAM my fucking rear window effing shatters. alex jumped outta the car to see who did it.. didnt find anyone.. i litterally had NO EFFING BACK MIRROR!!!! omfg.. im pissed.. i cant drive my car. blah. then my dads on his period. im tlaking on twitter.. then chris is getting annoyed by me cuz im being "buddy buddy" with someone.. wtf?? really.. omg.. i was getting mad again.. like omg.. how the eff was i being buddy buddy he never really explained it.. oh and before that i tried calling him to tell him what happened three min after i dropped him off. didnt answer he never called back.. and then over twitter or whatever never called or texted to see what was up and then at the end after everyone was like wtf?? he asked.. and i told him and neer replied back. that annoyed me. like i cold have been dead and hes over here asking me if im going to pannel.. i know.. mean but whatever. so then.. hes over here telling me im being buddy buddy.. and hes not mad hes annoyed. but when me and cynthia got into huge ass fights he was still buddy biddy with her.. omg.. then i got this huge ass headache. everyone felt the need to be on twitter last night.. so iw as getting text messages non stop. then i asked chris if he really wanted to me to go.. he didnt respond till this morning.. and last night i really took that as a no.. like really i did. and i dont know if i want to go.

and i have to say this i feel bad. cuz my mom said its up to me. but idk if i wanna go.
i really dont hink i will have fun. its not that im scared to talk in frot of people its jsut whos gonna be there.. maybe he should jsut go with geo and moranda.. plus i have nothing to wear, no money. he says hell pay for me but ill feel bad.. idky i just will. thats why i dont like borrowing money.. i feel bad. so yeah.. i have work.

*sigh* that felt good.. lol
<3blair

Monday, February 16, 2009

round table

ooooh jeeezzzuss that was effng hilariious!!! frankys baseball team was working round table and i was in the kitchen or whatever cleaning dishes.. oh man.. that was fun.. i get wet. chance and dominic and francis[[not brother]] sprayed me with the power hose thing.. hahahaha.. yeah.. so i got wet.. and we made videos.. theyll be on youtube soon.
thought everyone should know that.. hahahaha.
<3blair

resolved????

so im thinking that we shouldnt have anymore drama unless someone says shit about someone else. then we would.. but yeah.. chris and cynthia got in a huge fight cuz she was not invited or whatever.. and yeah well.. its a whatever thing.. cuz i dont care.. honestly.. this shit has been going on for hell of days and im glad its over.. no drama or anything.
so from now on we are acquaintences[[spelling]] we are not friends.. im sorry but we arnt. im soo beyond done.. so yeah.. just thought i should throw that up in the air.
and yeah.. lets see...

me and chris went to go see coraline. fun shit.. the line was fucking LONG omfg!!! if you see the pikkture youll see my shows on the right side.. hahahah.. thats where we were.. and we got clothes for the SF convention.. i helped it choose his outfit.. oh man.. hes gonna look supafly.. hahaha.. yeah.. lets see.. what else??
idk..
think thats it.. :D
<3blair

Monday, February 9, 2009

here we goo again...

mhm. its true.drama all overr again over another stupid freaking
retarded ass reason too. because me and chris dont inviteher to our
outtings on friday shes getting all pissy. i mean like shurre you can get
mad or whatever but like she said on twitterits done get the fuck over it..
and wouldnt you think if its been goingon since like novemeber and we still
havent invited you that maybe we just wanna chill?? just me and him oh no..
of course not.. cuz the world evolves around you and you have to be included in
chris's life 24/7. its sooo annoying,its like not even funny.. you try WAYY to
gawd damn hard... i sware. its almost pathetic.. and if your not invited we're
not considered as good friends we're just trying to "break" her even more..
and i love it how when she posted the note or whatever that it was towards
both of us but im thee only one who said something but yet.. her and chris are still buddy buddy..
shes not mad at chris.shes only mad at me.. like i had this whole fucken plan this year
to seperate her and chris senior year... oooh yeah thats exactly what i had planned.. ever
since the seventh grade.oh shit you got me... she did it to herself.. and shes not gonna
blame herself cuz shes not wrong.. and shell blame me cuz hes close to me and not her
anymore.. oh well.. she shurre can tell people what to do.. like its done move on..
but she shurre cant take anything of her own.. MOVE ON DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAKE YOUR OWN ADVICE!!!!!!!!!! but she wont..
whatever.. im sooooo done..
if you read this good.. i could careless.
im soo done with all this pointless drama you have caused senior year..
its really pathetic. thanks for showing me who my real friends are..
i really appreciate it.. and yeah i think thats about it..

[[omg.. that felt good.. had to get it out one
way or another.. and i dont think thee other
way would have been good. XD]]
<3blair