Wednesday, August 25, 2010

done.

well.. i dont know what to do or say. i feel like stuff is being said about me but i dont know. so im not shurre if i should be mad or shocked. i mean there were multiple times where the person was plural and some everyones thrown in there but ehh.. im not here to start anything. this is just clearing things up and saying how i feel. take it how you want.

well here we go.. i'm done with this. this is the most stupidest thing to be fighting about. like seriously if you got mad at me because i didn't invite you over... i'm sorry.. text me. phone works both ways.

i hang out with you like every two- three weeks. so.. if you wanna talk about not being invited its me. i know you invited me to ifly. i couldn't go the next day. my dad said no and my sister just got there and i had to do his stupid errands. so that wasn't my fault.

also.. this whole thing with nick. i'm glad that your moving with him go for it i don't care. i have no problems with nick. hes a cool dude. but what annoys me is when i'm hanging out with you guys and talking and bam all of a sudden your making out in front of me in the middle of me talking pisses me off. and i know for a fact if i say something while you guys are tongue locking you'll get mad. annd. remember on christmas day or whatever i came over so you could give me my gift and nick was over. and we had to take him home cuz he had to. and i walked to the car and said shotgun. you have the saddest face in the whole entire world and said " but hes leaving" with a little bit of attitude. first off that was a joke and you were already hanging out with him before i got there. that was uncalled for. another thing when you put all your sex stories is another thing. really? thats rude. i mean i dont have a say in what you do or whatever but i dont wanna know about every little thing that goes on. and i get your tweets to my phone. and when you tell other people that if you dont wanna hear about it dont read it... its kind of hard when i get it directly to my phone. im just saying. im not here to start a fight or anything but forreals.

and on notemine. how you told chris to never talk about you or nick like that again. look whos talking. look how you were talking about chris. im just saying if you dont want him to talk about you like that then dont do it to him. that was just rude.

and you had no right to bring sera into this. and she is a real friend actually. just because she doesnt want him like that doesnt mean they cant be friends. look at you and chris.. well not now but before. after he denied you.. you guys were still friends. soo i dont see why shes not.

and again. im not here to start anything. i need just needed to let this out. and if this is gonna ruin our friendship cuz im just clearing things and telling you how i feel. then so be it.

and if what you were saying to chris had not one thing to do with me then make it clear. when you say everyone in this shithole town.. thats including me... i live here. and when you say you guys... that shurre sounds like im in that because im almost always with him.
just sayin.

<3always
blair.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

annoyed.

ohkay if i told you what really fucking annoyed me would you do it that same day i told you if you didnt like how i was treating you?? no?? ohkay same here... like i dont understand. after i told him what he did that annoys me the most. came to my house and went straight to the backyard when i was done talking to my mom. she was going outside to have a cigarette not to smoke weed. so.. theres a difference. and plus we were going to your house like after she was done obviously you dont care if your family knows... im inside right now cuz i cant stand being outside. you break my pipe and in return you tell me to keep your old one and buy yourself a new one?? ohkay.. i honestly dont like your pipe.. like if i was at a store that is not one i would choose. and then you mumble under your breath about something.. ohkay and not tell me.. ohkay.. im done with smoking thats why i came inside i need music.. i wanna go somewhere.. anywhere but here.. i really dont wanna go to the eclipse showing tomorrow.. i mean within the last twenty four hours ive been treated like a horrible friend... been flaked on after he made plans... and then i call you out on it and you try and turn it on me how it was my fault... how the fuck does that happen. cuz i couldnt tell you if i was gonna be awake at twelve cuz you wanted to go watch a movie with her after you said you wanted to hang out with me after i got off work... mkay that makes a whole bunch of sense... totallly... i mean yeah this could be nothing but apparently anything i get mad at is nothing... so whatever not trippen... dont like it dont be my friend im letting you know whats bothering me and you just keep doing it... ughh... sooo idk where to go with this anymore.... im annoyed i wanna go for a walk or something but its twelve forty five.. hahaha... that would be funnny.... lol.. whatever ill just jump that bridge and g3et over it... five seconds and im over it.....
five.
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over it. not completely but i am.
loveblair.

Monday, May 3, 2010

confuzzled.

truly i am. i remember posting other stuff.... after november..
i really doo..
unless im blind and dont see my other posts...
i guess thats what i get for not coming on here in like forever!!!
hahahaha..but yeah.
last night was effing great..
sera, ruben, and chris came over.
i told sera and ruben to stay tha night but franky probably
would have told so they didnt but were gonna go tanning today!!
im sooo excited even though i tanned at the oakland colliseum..
but hey you can never get enough tanning..
but yeah... goood times..
im gonna bounce..
love ya!
<3blair.