FUCK my FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!

well. FML! like im not even kidding. im getting treated like an unwanted fucking kid, no.. not even a kid. a god DAMN [[thats right i said it]] GOD DAMN dog!!! probably not even that. probably like dirt. my brothers have gotten new pants, shirts, shoes, tanks, swim trunks, and shorts, and alex got a new cell phone. like really?!?! you dont think i dont need anything?!?! if i get a fucking job what the fuck am i going to wear basketball shorts?? jean shorts? a skirt?? or green or brown pants?!?!? yeah right!! if i get a job at raleys, their dress code is black pants and balck shoes, which i dont fucking have!!! yes i do understand that im eightteen but that doesnt mean you have to treat me like effing crap. and you really need to stop saying the whole "your not in school blah blah blah bullshit!!!" its soo fucking old and its been like two days!!!!! yes i do understand that im not in school but i WILL BE in effing spring!!!!! ughh. i really cant stand it anymore. and then i get elled at for being on the computer after making alexander fucking birthday cakes and fucking cookie crap for him. like really? i could have jsut sat in my room and do nothing but i got up and did that for you, and then you yell at me for being on the computer. and i AM trying to find a job its not fucking easy as you think. and i swear to god if you even say that your dad got a job. NO technically he did but papa GAVE it to him. he didnt fucken earn it. hes jsut going to the interview to be fair to all the other fucking people! ughh. really i fucken hate my life. i really need to find a fucking job and get the fuck out of my house because no one knows how to be fucking nice and all that shit. *sigh* whatever im trying not to stress out so yeah.

OHH and plus alex gets to get takin out for dinner.
me?? no one took me out for dinner, i got yelled at all day, and no one got me the one thing i wanted. i wanted an ice cream cake ive never had one and ive been wanting one forever. like since i was in the womb status.. well maybe not that long but you know what i mean. well.. im gonna go find something to eat. peace out.
<3blair

ughh!

soo.. i en this computer. is sukks major ass. i cant fix my twitter, i cant get into or facebook. its en lame! ughh. so yeah.

we just arrived in stockton today. and we just ate some yummy food. and all that junk. we went swimming and this is the second day my mom has been swimming!! :D im soooo excited! :D so me, tiffany, franky, and my mom has had ooober fun! oregon was gorgeous and awesome except the altitude!! ugh. me and tiffany have gotten scratches that we cant explain on how we got them! en crazy ass dude! hahahaha. mmm. what else. our room! omfg! our room is huge. we technically have three different rooms. a living room and two bedrooms. and we have a kitchen. with a full size fridge and a stove and a dishwasher! dude! its awesome. there has been some cute guys! likke on the way driving too oregon! :D mmmm....mmmmmm.. good! hahaha.. and swimming at the hotel in oregon. :D and here in stockton! hahahaha..

hmm.. idk what else to say. but i ahte this en computer i hope it chokes on a dick and dies!!!! its 1998! WHAT THE ! ughh.
welll ttyl. :D
<3blair.

my hair! D:

omfg. well pretty much my whole entire life is ruined. im not even kidding.. some moutha fucken asion bitch had to go on and chop my fucken hair off. yeah i know its hair.. but i dont like short hair never have never will. and i told that fucken bitch that and what does she do.. she cuts the fucken damn thinng off.. for how much fucken hair she cut off.. i could have donated to fucken cancer patiants!!! not even kidding.. i sware my hair bettr grow fast or that bitch is dead.. im ssoooooo ready to go down there and kick her ass! omfg. its prom on sat and i cant do anything to my hair besides straighten it.. i can put half up half down!!!! omfg.. im gonna cry again. well. FML!!!
to the fucken max.. I AM NEVER GETTING A HAIR CUT EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER AGAIN!!!!! IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think i should get this out.

so yeah. well. idk how to start this but yeah. *sigh* so ive actually only told this to like one person and that was ashley davis. im glad that we are talking again. i really am. i mean yeah we fight over stupid stuff but still, we have been friends since like seventh grade and all those awesome funny goofy memories. i mean im not gonna lie, we had awesome times together. jsut because we get into fights over something stupid doesnt mean im not gonna like all of them. but yeah, i mean hey we might not be the super closest friends in the universe again, but we could be friends or great friends. yeah yeah yeah, people might be saying wth are you saying, but really, this is the type of person i am. i dont really get mad at someone forever. i always somehow talk and become friends with them again. i mean come on, how many stupid little fights did we have and we didnt talk to each other for a few days but all of a sudden we started talking again. i mean and maybe why we kept doing that is because we had awesome memories and weve known each other for a long time. i mean yeah you might read this and be like ew.. i dont like her still, im just talking to her to not make it awkward anymore, but its a whatever deal. yeah i might have said i hated you and cant stand you but it was the feeling that i was having in the spurr of the moment, i mean thats what friends go through. maybe not a huge retarded fight we had but yeah. thought everyone should know that and including you. so yeah. therrrrre yaa go.
and plus my mom was making me feel bad that weve been friends for hella years and we are throwing it away our senior year. its true. maybe it was the stree of senior year that had us going.

so yeah. people may laugh and be like oooh wow what a hoe or wow shes full of shit you stupid bitch. but im not. it is the truth. so yeah.. thats it. i gotta get up early tomorrow for frankys game.
<3blair.

baseball status

well. here it goes.
mkay, soooo pretty much i hate debbie fucken devargus and her stupid mutha fuckin kid.
omfg! like really its not even funny. i mean i havent liked her ever since i knew her and i dont even know when that was. shes annoying and i cant stand her voice!!! UGH! but you know shes like trying to intimidate me or something and i saw it today and frankys game. like she was looking at me every now and then, and then she we sometimes look at me and whisper to some chick next to her.. and then to make it even more clear, at the end of the game when we lost she cheered yelling YAY!! looking straight at me!! omfg reallly? i really want her out of the fucken league no one likes her except her relatives, and thats probably not even true. and it started because i told her effing little bitch ass of a son that if he touches my brother at all, he will die. omg. he got scared told his mom his mom had a talk with me.. and i could careless about the fucken talk she had. i dont care what she says. and i know for a FACT, a god damn FACT that if her son came home and said she found out that someone was gonna jump him, and she knew who, that she would go up to that kid and have a talk with him. no doubt about that, and she was all acting like she wouldnt do it.. ohkay.. i cant wait for that fucken day when it happens, and im gonna go up to her and be like how old are you and your tlaking to a little kid like that??? mhm. yeah bitch get wamboed!!! contradicting your dumbass! ugh. but yeah. shes not intimidating me at all. i think this is quite funny actually. i could care less taht we lost today. its a game for gods sake. ugh. but yeah.. oh and one other thing. i dont think she even liked me before the whole me vs stevie thing happened, cuz when i was like 12-14 i was handing out flyers on opening day. i gave her one. and she looked at it crumpled it up and threw it on the floor in front of me. i went up to her and said uh excuse me, next time you dont want something i give you throw it in the trash next time. thanks. and walked away. and no one thought i would do that.. and yeah.. but she got wzmboed there too. eff her. i hate her and her son. ugh. they could die and no one would care. specially me.. i would have a mutha fucken party bitches. mkay.
i think im done.
love ya.
<3blair

*sigh*

well i havent been on in frucken hell of days since this website had sooo much shit goin i was like eff this shit yo!!! haha.. but yeah.. stupid research paper and its stupid ways... ugh.. i mean i got it done.. i had it done yesterday. but it issss sosooooooooo crappy its not even funny.. i dont feel like working on it.. ill let my friends tell me that tomorrow even though mr puno said she was gonna be out for the rest of the week.. but... idk we shall see..
oooooo... antm is coming on in like twelve minutes.. ims tupor stoked.
omg.. yesterday i missed hells kitchen.
if anyone reads this and saw it.. what happened!!!
i want to know!!
i totally thought today was tuesday for some odd reason..
but yeah.. sooo...
im thinking thats it...
mmmkkkaaaaayyyyy then..
im gonna go..
aaahhh..
i was gonna say something but im not.
cuuuuuzzzzzzzzz.... i fergot.. weak!!
haha... peace dawg.
<3blair.

econ.

uggghh..
i gots a d- in that class.
thats not good.. hahahaha.
but yeah. jsut finished half thee homework sooo yeah.
blah.. thats weak.